Introduction

So today I was reading a lot of posts by an anonymous woman who blogs for Cosmopolitan magazine who goes by "S" and I was totally inspired. She writes about sex and love and relationships, and I -- being the young virgin I am -- was obviously intrigued and wanted to talk and write about my own opinions on the same subjects as I discovered them. I love to write and I have waayy too many feelings, so I figured a blog was as good a vent as any.

I feel that anonymity has a lot to do with this decision- I sometimes feel so abashed about my writing and my limited sexual knowledge and experience. But I know that I can share my thoughts without a name or face here and that inspires me; I love the concept of public forum and this is such a discovery-filled topic that I can't wait to start.

If anybody does ever read this, and it happens to be YOU, I encourage you to write responses. It would make me so happy just to hear what people have to say about things I think of during my day.

An introduction to myself... I've been in three major relationships in my life (in the middle of love #3 now) and I'm definitely the kind of girl to fall in love hard and fast. Both of my previous relationships lasted a year and a half each and my current relationship has been going on for about 5 and a half months now, with a wonderful man you'll know as J.. J. and I were really good friends when I ended my last relationship, and because of our increased contact due to his consolations and my need for an emotional partner, we ended up dating three weeks later, and becoming serious within three months, by the end of the 2012 summer. But, more on him later.

I love music and science and reading and writing and philosophy; basically anything that makes me use my noggin. I am in school and I love it- I'm a learner. I'm also, unfortunately, a fairly self-conscious girl. I struggle with self-esteem issues, but luckily I'm starting to improve with much help from J.. I'm really emotional all the time and I'm sure I'll write my fair share of super-freak-out-ish blogs that I'll regret or change my opinions on, but that's what life's all about anyway.

This is a little long for an intro, but I think I covered all the bases :)

See you when I see you-
A.